no intention 2 kill~~

now im doing my attachment kt one of the famous laywer's office in penang. he's a gd fren of my dad. first day i went there, da kene jerkah haha..cuz i was late (few secs only) to gve him d resume that he wanted - cuz i printed from his office, tu lmbt sket, huahua :p. but im okay with the screaming2 thingy, cuz dat is his nature, even his wife also told me not to take it personally..yes i wont :D

he gave me loads of books to be read upon..
i read my 1st book, 'no intention to kill - a true story' written by Vijayandran Thanigasalam, a lawyer in msia.


this book is a true story about an indonesian maid who was convicted for murdering her employer. this news was spread all over msia, written everywhere in the newspapers. it surrounds the processes in the court, the issues that were raised, even the technical probs that PP failed to bring into lights, how the defendant fight for her life, in which after 8 yrs spending time in the jail, going in and out the court - the maid was released.



i read it within a day.

and d best part, after giving back d book to my master, about 3 days later, i met with d writer. he gave me his copy and signed on it. thanx to my master actly, theyve noen each other n he asked for me to be given a copy ;p

tq sir.

from this book, i have jotted out some of the words that i kind of liking them.so let me jz put them down here. sharing is caring :D

- to live life in a stigma of insanity wud be worth living
- an outright acquittal was on the cards!
- storm in a tea cup
- rather excited than nervous
- as bad as bad can be
- a dream-like-state
- 'beyond reasonable doubt' dont mean 'beyond a shadow of doubt'
- cowards die many times before their death but the valiant never taste of death but once - shakespeare's julius ceaser
- human conception originates from a murky situation

with / without

juz now, i bumped into a friend's fb page..ayat die so true & i am daymn touched with it...

"altho it has been almost 4 years, it is still a learning process... to even out both feelings, to come to a compromise, ... and it is still a long journey ahead... coz its about waking up next to the same person for the rest of my life..... amin...."

amin to u dear fren..hope everything's going fine & smoothly

coz its about waking up next to the same person for the rest of my life.....

id cards peliks2

haha...ni id cards n passports yg cambest...tgk dlu...bru tau :D

the best award goes to..jeng jeng jeng
dak singapore...lahir taun 1990...batman son of suparman..agaga

ni..dutchman..ala2 the joker dlm batman die pkai...dpt lak tu wat national id..warh..

ni..punya syg gf....adoi....bajet ar bang oit...haha

pemandu teksi paaaaaaaaaaaaling cute :D

altho tatau sapekah die, anggp je la die ikut sunnah..:)

hidden mind

i can talk if u call for it
i can smile if u wish for it
i can laugh if u miss it
i can sing if u ask for it

i can listen if u long for it
i can help if u seek for it
i can give if u crave for it
i can leave if u struggle for it
anything that pleases u...


but..
inside..
peeling the cover...
one by one...
u'll found the core of every truth..
that had never been revealed...
yess...every little bit hurts...
hurting others..
and..
hurting my own self..


i tried to be myself..
i tried to walk alone..
i tried to be independent..
i tried to say my stand...
but i feel like im loosing it...
im lost...
lost in my own game...


i wont talk if u hate it
i wont smile if ure allergic to it
i wont laugh if u'll be disgusted with it
i wont sing if u cant stand it


i wont listen if u not care for it
i wont help if u despise it
i wont give if u have enough of it
yet..
i would leave if ure sick of me
just say so
stop hiding it
make up ur mind

screwed up~~ haha

* 6 pcs Precision screwdriver set not to be inserted into PENIS *

?????????????????

cuppy cakes for my parents :D

these were made for my parents bday..huhu...1st trial, comot2 tp tape, layaaaaann...

*ajaran dr ckgu shukie* huhu :p

dlm proses

these are my sis's fav

finale :

emerge-n-see

my sissy, tba2 suspected appendix...

nk balik penang, doc ckp jgn, takut pecah dlm pejalanan...

now, ngah kmas2...

esk bertolak g s.a!!!!

di belkg kejayaan.......

salam :D

mmg kite slalu lupe ngan org yg ade kt blkg kejayaan seseorg...
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nk continue, tp..............
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dgn syarat..
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pandg belakg je...
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jgn hirau kn yg kt dpan2 tu..
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huhu..
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n u'll get wut i mean :D
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and of course, my fav among others... :D

give credit to pacik yg berada di belakang kejayaan pic ni XD

*clap clap*

adore u la pacik!!! :DDDDDD

simple....

a special person had given me this nice clean n clear words, that sumhow, do make me feel relief and inspired by the minute i read it...

everybody makes mistakes
but

it's ur responsibility to learn & seek the truth

even just for a while

:)

khan-toy - zee avi

semalam i call u, u tak answer
u kate u keluar pegi dinner
u kata u keluar dgn kawan u
but when i called Tommy, he said it wasnt true...

so i drove my car pegi Damansara
Tommy kata maybe u tgk bola
tp bile i smpi u, u tak ade
lagilah i jd gila..

so i called and called smpi u answer
u kata sorry sayg td tak dgr
my phone was silent, i was at the gym
tp latar belakang suare prempuan laen...

sudahlah syg..i dont believe u
i've always known ur words were never true
why am i with u, i pn tak tau
no wonder lah my friends pn tak suke u...

so i guess that's d end of our story
akhir kata she accepted his apology
tp last2 kite dpt tau she was cheating too
with her ex-bf's best friend - Tommy XXDDDD

im begging...plsss....stop...

salam...

bgun2 pg td, i received such a very shocking news...it is really shocking that i cant say anythg or even think anythg....why????

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...ape yg kite nk bncg kali ni mgkn agak berat, tp i hv to...spjg hari nie, ive been acting really cool...but honestly deep inside, im not :) *sigh*

kalo ade yg tak btol, atau menyakitkan hati, mntak maaf awal2..sbb tade niat, cuma luahan hati..klo nk ikut, im not d kind of person yg suke ngutok or ngata org..i prefer to listen to those kutokan *tak snonoh gak*...tp, pnah gak beberapa kali telepas..oooopss..yet,it only happens during certain2 tym ble da tak tahan dgr..manusia la katakan...tp, it stops there.

well ape yg nk cite sbenanye kan..psal fitnah memfitnah...lama da diam je...tp cam lama2 klaka rsa...tak hbs2 mcm2 fitnah kuar....n sume direct kene muke, bukan tempias2 dah..

kite mula ngan HATI..HATI ni, organ plg utama dlm tubuh insan dan sbenanye nikmat palg agung yg Allah swt beri sbg titik utk kite menilai keikhlasan seseorg..dari hati, lahirlah niat...niat itu lah yg jd penentu sesuatu amalan kite nie diterima as pahala or sebaliknya..
HATI kite ni, perlulah kite jaga, pelihara dgn baek..nape??? spy tak rosak, sakit, buta, keras dan tak mati -- utk elak penyakit msyrkt yg berpunca dr hati...penyakit hati yg normally menyerang kebanyakan kite ialah fitnah..samada menyebar atau mudah percaya fitnah2...

Firmah Allah swt
"Dan fitnah itu lebih besar bahayanya daripada membunuh"
Surah al-Baqarah : ayat 191

Wajib bg setiap Muslim menghalusi setiap berita diterima..perlu dipastikan kesahihannya..kewarasan dan kebijaksanaan fikiran sgt pntg to m8 sure tak dipedaya ngan berita yg belum tentu kesahihannya..

Firman Allah lg,
"Wahai orang yg beriman, jika datang kepada kamu seorg yg fasik membawa sesuatu berita, maka selidik kebenaranya, supaya kamu tidak menimpakan sesuatu kaum dgn perkara tak diingini, dgn sbb kejahilah kamu sehingga menyebabkan kamu menyesali perkara yg kamu lakukan"
Surah al-Hujurat : ayat 6

n mostly, pihak yg terbabit wat fitnah ni tak ade kepentingan sgt pn..tp sbb da jd darah daging, ramai yg join seperti mendapat kepuasan dgn berbuat demikian..mmmm...

fitnah usually for d reason nk memburukkan individu and at d same tym dpt tonjol diri sbg lebey baek n lebey layak berbanding org yg diburukkan..kadang2 fitnah dilemparkan semata2 utk menutup kesalahan pelontar fitnah itu sndiri..wallahualam..

Dosa membuat fitnah digolongkan sbg dosa sesama manusia. so dosa itu tidak akan diampunkan Allah, melainkan org yg difitnah itu mmberi keampunan. *sedangkan nabi maafkan umat, apatah kite yg sehina2 manusia ini*

maybe ramai sgka sebar2 brite fitnah ni jz satu small silly bad attitude..sbb tu tersebar je cm tade ape yg merugikan..

Rasulullah saw bersabda
"tidak masuk syurga org yg suka menyebar fitnah"
Hadis riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim

Dalam Islam, sumthg yg BENAR tetap takleh disebarkan jika org berkaitan cerita tu tak nk ia disebarkan, dan jejaskan kehormatannya..dan dgn bercerita juga ia dianggap perbuatan mengadu domba dan fitnah..menyebarkan berita benar pn dilarang, inikan berita yg belum tentu benar dan sahih...

Allah berfirman
"Dan janganlah kamu mengintip atau mencari-cari kesalahan dan keaiban orang lain"
Surah al-Hujurat : ayat 12

dan ubat terbaik utk pnyakit nie is to bertaubat...dan jgn lupa berzikir...dgn menyebut dan memuji2 Allah swt, betapa dalam nya kepuasan dan keindahan yg dpt dirasakan...

"Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku berlindung kpda Mu dari seksa kubur. Aku berlindung kepada Mu daripada fitnah al-Masih Dajjal. Aku berlindung kepadamu daripada fitnah kehidupan dan ssesudah mati. Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku berlindung kepada Mu drpda dosa dan hutang. "
Hadis riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim

amin amin ya rabbal alamin.


tujuan menulis ini, honestly tak menuju kat sape2..ini utk betulkan diri sndiri jgak..so same2 la kite menaikkan kaum sesama kite..jgn la ade prasaan nk menjatuhkan, ape yg sudah, sudah lah..tak perlu nk tambah api dlm sekam...da bermacam2 fitnah yg kite da lalui..sume dtg dr mulut org2 yg honestly jarang kite sembang..yg kite tak bape kenal pn...heran...nape org TAK KENAL yg cerita kt kite...klo at least sumone yg mmg rapat gtaw or mmg kwn2 yg kite sembg slalu bg tau or mber serumah gtaw, leh consider lg...sbb diorg org yg leh kata hari2 jmpa, klo cite sesama diorg, no hal...

pss: mcm korg tak kutok kwn je ble tak puas hati..haha...tp kt mber2 yg knal la kan..ni tak knal yg sedey nie..woo..

ade brite dtg kata kite nie gila, suke tgk laptop ktawa sorg2..hehe..skang pn ngah ktawa taip pk kan hal nie..adoiyai...ade brita psal kelokekan kite isi myak kete perdana 10rggt je...blom cuba blom rasa bai...n now salah sorg yg sebar tu da terasa ke'kosong'an poket bwk kete yg makan mnyak..mmm...i understand u....laen la duet turun dr langit kn...alhamdulillah, abah da beli kete yg ckup comey utk dibwa mane, myvi suda ckup...:p

then tatau nape, dgr cite pasal byaran2....tp tu wat dek je..sbb hal duet2 nie, hal biase sgt....tah, ape yg org nmpk ngan kelebihan duet pn tatau la...mmg leh beli mcm2..even leh bli bini lawa..leh bli laki ganteng..leh bli kawn2........tp hepi ke?? ade ke prasaan syg yg tulus mulus tu??? :p then ade gak psal ckp why guys like me, sdangkn tak cantek pn...mmm, jwpn cm snang je, sbb i m pompuan and straight...klo pomp suke, im lesbo la, tp tak...simple kan...then psal tak g majlis..heboh kata kite ni anti-sosial..hihi...tengangah mulut dgr cite tu..ade org amik berat psal kite rupenye..tau kite tak g..adoiyai...rsa da anti-sosial tade sape prasan klo tade..tp tau lak ble tade kt sana....mmm...
tp, itu hak masing2 la nk ckp, mber2 rapat kite tau kite cene...n mostly mber rapat kite ni tade dpan mata..sume kt tmpat jauh2...nape eh tak cari dkat2???

actually cari gak..tp mgkn terlalu choosy kot..ye lah, nk cari sahabat..sahabat di waktu susah dan senang..kwn snang cari..itu mmg realiti...tp sahabat ni, 1 dlm seribu...alhamdulillah at least ak ade gak jmpa golongan2 pupus nie...kwn?? ramai..tp pemerhatian kite spjg hdup nie, mostly kawan makan kawan..berkawan utk kepuasan diri..berkawan utk duet...berkwn utk kedudukan..berkawan utk kelebihan sndiri...bkwan utk nmpk hebat....tp ble blkg, tikam sesama sndiri....ble berdepan, pijak smut pn tak mati...

even sy pnah ade kawan, mmg baek..tp dlm tak sdar, duri dlm daging..slalu bca msg org..sgala hal org die tau..even die pnah gtaw die tgk video mber guy die kissing with his gf...then i asked her, guy tu bg tgk ke..die kata die nk pnjam bluetooth lagu, then die korek....adoi...for me, itu hak laki tu...knape die smpan kt tmpat dlm2, sbb tanak org tgk..n ble da tgk, tak perlu pn gtaw...n now, i know laki tu n gf die cene..tanpa laki tu tau...gf die pn, surely malu klo tau i noe bout them..n honestly, kite sgt convinced, yakin laki tu sambg llb ngan kite...kite pnah nk g mntak maaf ngan laki tu sbb tau hal nie tnpa kebenaran die...tp tak sggup, sbb nnt kwn kite tu akn jd mgsa...so kite diam...d same gurl ni pn pnah korek hp another guy n bca all d msges, n of course ak jd tmpat die gtaw hal2 tu...mmm....pk2 kan lah... *sbb tu kite sgt allergic klo org pgg2 hp nie...sbb da pnah tgk dpan mate hal ceni*

n plg tekedu dgr brite pg nie..ade ke sdare kt penang ni bercerita anak eqbal nie da kawen..shit!!!!!!!!!!!!! kawen?? di umo 22 nie??? tak terlalu muda kew??? keje pn tade...blaja pn tersenggut2..tisu hngus pn kene tggu duet abah bg..elo2, tade keje da sgt ke org kt penang nie..nk kata pndai, tgk cm bodoh...nk kta bodoh, sian lak...tade akal la plg snang!!!! kenduri pn tadde kotttt!! n phm2 la, org tua2 nie...mulut klo tak over2, tak lpas..tambah2 penang...mami jarum nauzubillah...cite asal nye 'A', tp ble spread2 suke suki bapak mentua laki tukang kebun pacik biras anak bapak die, jd 'W' ble smpi kt tlinga tuan empunya...wargghh...mntak simpang la anak eqbal jd cm tu, amiiinn....tak ke pelik...nape sdare ittuew berckp begitu...nk kata anak eqbal ni ggu die tade pn...sntiasa kt s.a...jrg balik penang...tp lama pk, dpt ilham nape diorg wat cmtu...sudah2 la....jgn la menabur fitnah utk menjatuh kn org, tak cukup lg ke ngan ape korg da wat slame nie???!!!!!!! ingat la, smentara masih smpat, tggal kn bnda2 hitam tu...n seyesly, tak pnah terniat pn nk kco jodoh ank korg...btol!! i hv my own life, yg jau very different from u guys....
whut i wanna say is that, im really sad...tp lom tahap nk marah tahap gile2 la..sbb nk marah pn, tatau cene nk tnjuk, terlalu hormat korang, da tua kot..rsa kesian lg ade la...sbb umo meningkat, tp lom jmpa kebenaran..smoga kesemua anak adam menemui jalan sebenar dgn izin Mu ya Allah, amiiinn...**altho berita tu memalukan, tp kite pk positif je...:D**

im heppi heppi heppi :D *budget tade pape jd*


***pss... i noe i fail gle ble nk meluah kn rasa marah n tak puas hati.....mgkn yg bca rsa tade prasaan mmbara ke ape...tp honestly, sgt sakeettt....sbb org bercerita psal kite....n kite tau dr org yg kite tak knal....tah ape la org2 laen da dgr n pk....mmmm....***

nasihat kpd diri sndiri : ini semua hanya sebahagian dari dugaan Allah..
ingat lah kita, Allah takkan menduga seseorg hambaNya kalo hambaNya itu tak tertahan..
Dia tahu tahap kita..n bile Dia duga, smakin dkat la kita dgn Nya..
supaya kita tak jauh dr Nya, sbb yg sbenanrnya, Allah Maha Pengasih lg Maha Mengasihani..

advert...teasing???

salam..

ngee, lama gak tak on9...sbenanye, dpt laptop bru...tak mntak pn actually, gpun laptop lama da ok da....tp tah, mak suh abah bg gak...:DDD kite pn ape lg, sengeh besao leeerrr...huhu..

ok, dis tym nk wat pe plak kan....tp tgk2 website, nmpk sumtg yg agak cambest...advertisement...ala, sambil buang air kecik, sambil uk-uk, usha2 sekeliling...ne tau dpt inspirasi ngn ads diorg tu kan...

ski_jump_toilet

dis is in japan...sape yg buang air tu, peh, smpat la nk feel cm pro ski jumper kan...tp dlm toilet je la...luar toilet, jd la pape...and ni actually ads utk promote coffee dow...n dlm tndas...*temenung jap*

schizophrenia_awareness_ads

ni lak utk mereka2 yg ade dillusions, illusions yg seangkatan ngan nye la..ayat diorg is "schizoprenia can be treated. seek help" Creeeeppyyy kan....dok dlm toilet sorg2, kuar2 ade mamat krenteng dok sngeh2 usha cm syi*l...warrggghhh..

save_tree_awareness

ni lak kt shanghai..diorg tukar cover tu after some days la...tujuan nye nk tnjuk how pple are damaging d tree by using d paper towels tuuu...ala, kite ni gna air kan..lebih suci dan bersih..

EsPn_ads

haaa....ni lak, diorg nye ads...nk promote gle2 smpi kan cam agak............pndai2 la pk :p
ayat cambest diorg "soccer is good everywhere but it is much better on espn channels"
*kelip2 mate garu2 pale..perlu ke sume ini? *

natan_jewellery_shop

in brazillll....one way nk promote shop die...cube klo die ltak yg btol nye...wat cm satu tmpat utk collect...lebey berjaya rasanya..surely sume gurl nk pkai jewellery die.. n im one of them *bnda free sape tanak* :p

axe_bathroom_ads

ni lak kat uruguay...malas nk ckp byk, ni ha ads die "turn nice girls naughty"..wah wah wah..niat tu pn da tak ssssuci..haha...ala, tu sume stiker je...sape la nk tgal mende alah tu kan...wat malu jek...selap2 org amik wat mandrem, tak sssuuukeee....

mini_coooper

haha..siot jek die nye ayat "test ur handling skill" surely kene khusyuk la kot tym membuang air...vroommm vrooommmm........

wash_ur_hands

haaa...ni penting ni...."92% guys say they washed. 34% were lying"..hooohooo....sudahkah sedare sedari basuh tngan pas masuk tndas????????? tolg la basuh besih2.....geeelllllllll la.......
*abg tu cm tak rela je muke..*
*my fav ads ahaha ;p*

skateboard_lessons

ni lak nk promote skateboard nye klas la nie....mmmm...tatau pe nk potpet kan di sini...mmm...

tree_toilet_roll

ni lak, utk cintai hijau...cintai alam...jgn cemar2...jgn buang sampah...kitar smule....
wwf wat ni ngan harapan kite2 nie sedor la sket alam tak hjau da....*insaf mode sbentar*

ngee...siap suda....tah la psal ads diorg nie..ad yg kreatif...tp ade yg cm tak kene tmpat......ikut masing2 la...jnji tak kco keamanan...tah ape kene ngene tatau la...agaga...

salam :)