thief or bugglar

how would you feel when the one you most trusted after your family is actually the one you should not put your trust on?????! well, this happened to me almost every time.. and latest plot was slaughtered out last week..damn fucking news.. yep, he was there when my mom kept on lecturing me about my missing money..he was there when i cried, telling him that the money was my graduation present and i was supposed to buy a sLr camera..he was there when i told him i suspected my sister as the one who took it..he was there when i had to struggle to collect money back in order to get the exact amount that my mom gave me..what a man, what a son-ova-biatch..

after all these times, he is the one who has been the mastermind of all the missing money.. plus, the missing jewellery.. even he met with an accident while driving my car and he has no licence..so i had to use my own money almost thousand something to cover almost everything..
he had been there all these times
he had been the most ignorant guy of whom had stolen some pple's stuff
he had been the most 'lelaki paling tak berguna dan tak tahu malu hanya tau gna duet perempuan and da la gna, curi plak lg..laki jenis hape tah smpi sggup bia seorg kakak mengesyaki adiknya sndiri...' i really hate dis guy but until now he doesnt noe that i know this fact..how should i do to make him pay??

yep. u're caught red-handed!

give me strength..

..the news..
pretty damn shocking
all that i can say..
im deeply frustrated..
cruely torn..
helplessly givin up..
leaving myself clueless..
of wut shud i do next?
it may be easy to steal pple's hearts
but
it is not right to steal pple's trust
it is not right to steal pple's assets
wasnt everytg enuff?

or shud i say, ive had enuff?

dear God..thnx for showing me 'things' not everyone gets to see..
thank-you :)

who are u again?

silence is 'reasonably' easy

if you dont wanna put a fight - remain silence

if you dont wanna trigger things up - keep it silent

if you hate to let your feelings out - shush

if you noe nothing - shut up

but somehow it is only reasonably easy

because on certain occasions, being silence shows an admission

when pple ask u sumthing and u juz keep quiet, not becuz ure admitting everything

BUT

u seriously dont wanna make thing worst than it is now...

ure trying ur very best to be d person u're not

where before, u wont keep quiet and u will say ur stand for evertyhg..

somehow, the era is changing

the law is changing

even the pple living in it are also changing

for good? for worse? depends on one's perception..

im tired

im exhausted

i surrender

i'llbe d old me no more

no more mercy

things done by me are only becuz of respponsibility

dont talk bout loves

dont talk bout affections

dont talk bout feelings

dont talk about respects

dont talk about humanities

STOP!!

ive had enough!

being not perfect is nice

not that i dont wanna be perfect

it's better to be no one

rather than to be sumone and being put a whole lotsa burdensome so that that sumone can fulfill the criteria that the person that sumone is trying to be sumone and that person juz will never be satisfied and putting more and more pressure for that sumone to be sumone..

tq for making me ME~

taking chances~

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
http://www.elyricsworld.com/taking_chances_lyrics_glee_cast.html
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world

intuition

“The only real valuable thing is intuition.”~Albert Einstein