thief or bugglar

how would you feel when the one you most trusted after your family is actually the one you should not put your trust on?????! well, this happened to me almost every time.. and latest plot was slaughtered out last week..damn fucking news.. yep, he was there when my mom kept on lecturing me about my missing money..he was there when i cried, telling him that the money was my graduation present and i was supposed to buy a sLr camera..he was there when i told him i suspected my sister as the one who took it..he was there when i had to struggle to collect money back in order to get the exact amount that my mom gave me..what a man, what a son-ova-biatch..

after all these times, he is the one who has been the mastermind of all the missing money.. plus, the missing jewellery.. even he met with an accident while driving my car and he has no licence..so i had to use my own money almost thousand something to cover almost everything..
he had been there all these times
he had been the most ignorant guy of whom had stolen some pple's stuff
he had been the most 'lelaki paling tak berguna dan tak tahu malu hanya tau gna duet perempuan and da la gna, curi plak lg..laki jenis hape tah smpi sggup bia seorg kakak mengesyaki adiknya sndiri...' i really hate dis guy but until now he doesnt noe that i know this fact..how should i do to make him pay??

yep. u're caught red-handed!

give me strength..

..the news..
pretty damn shocking
all that i can say..
im deeply frustrated..
cruely torn..
helplessly givin up..
leaving myself clueless..
of wut shud i do next?
it may be easy to steal pple's hearts
but
it is not right to steal pple's trust
it is not right to steal pple's assets
wasnt everytg enuff?

or shud i say, ive had enuff?

dear God..thnx for showing me 'things' not everyone gets to see..
thank-you :)

who are u again?

silence is 'reasonably' easy

if you dont wanna put a fight - remain silence

if you dont wanna trigger things up - keep it silent

if you hate to let your feelings out - shush

if you noe nothing - shut up

but somehow it is only reasonably easy

because on certain occasions, being silence shows an admission

when pple ask u sumthing and u juz keep quiet, not becuz ure admitting everything

BUT

u seriously dont wanna make thing worst than it is now...

ure trying ur very best to be d person u're not

where before, u wont keep quiet and u will say ur stand for evertyhg..

somehow, the era is changing

the law is changing

even the pple living in it are also changing

for good? for worse? depends on one's perception..

im tired

im exhausted

i surrender

i'llbe d old me no more

no more mercy

things done by me are only becuz of respponsibility

dont talk bout loves

dont talk bout affections

dont talk bout feelings

dont talk about respects

dont talk about humanities

STOP!!

ive had enough!

being not perfect is nice

not that i dont wanna be perfect

it's better to be no one

rather than to be sumone and being put a whole lotsa burdensome so that that sumone can fulfill the criteria that the person that sumone is trying to be sumone and that person juz will never be satisfied and putting more and more pressure for that sumone to be sumone..

tq for making me ME~

sumthg

I’ve had a wonderful evening – but this wasn’t it

now?

i guess dis is the end of everything....

the flame of love is now juz a dark loneliness
before this, when i go wrong, u go right after me
when i say leave me alone, u go right beside me
when i say im ok, u know i lie..
now?
ignorance filled the atmospheres..
coldness breathed near my ears..
mmm...may i seek for ur apology
sorry that im nothg but trouble (--)
an apology is a good way to have the last word

im begging...plsss....stop...

salam...

bgun2 pg td, i received such a very shocking news...it is really shocking that i cant say anythg or even think anythg....why????

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...ape yg kite nk bncg kali ni mgkn agak berat, tp i hv to...spjg hari nie, ive been acting really cool...but honestly deep inside, im not :) *sigh*

kalo ade yg tak btol, atau menyakitkan hati, mntak maaf awal2..sbb tade niat, cuma luahan hati..klo nk ikut, im not d kind of person yg suke ngutok or ngata org..i prefer to listen to those kutokan *tak snonoh gak*...tp, pnah gak beberapa kali telepas..oooopss..yet,it only happens during certain2 tym ble da tak tahan dgr..manusia la katakan...tp, it stops there.

well ape yg nk cite sbenanye kan..psal fitnah memfitnah...lama da diam je...tp cam lama2 klaka rsa...tak hbs2 mcm2 fitnah kuar....n sume direct kene muke, bukan tempias2 dah..

kite mula ngan HATI..HATI ni, organ plg utama dlm tubuh insan dan sbenanye nikmat palg agung yg Allah swt beri sbg titik utk kite menilai keikhlasan seseorg..dari hati, lahirlah niat...niat itu lah yg jd penentu sesuatu amalan kite nie diterima as pahala or sebaliknya..
HATI kite ni, perlulah kite jaga, pelihara dgn baek..nape??? spy tak rosak, sakit, buta, keras dan tak mati -- utk elak penyakit msyrkt yg berpunca dr hati...penyakit hati yg normally menyerang kebanyakan kite ialah fitnah..samada menyebar atau mudah percaya fitnah2...

Firmah Allah swt
"Dan fitnah itu lebih besar bahayanya daripada membunuh"
Surah al-Baqarah : ayat 191

Wajib bg setiap Muslim menghalusi setiap berita diterima..perlu dipastikan kesahihannya..kewarasan dan kebijaksanaan fikiran sgt pntg to m8 sure tak dipedaya ngan berita yg belum tentu kesahihannya..

Firman Allah lg,
"Wahai orang yg beriman, jika datang kepada kamu seorg yg fasik membawa sesuatu berita, maka selidik kebenaranya, supaya kamu tidak menimpakan sesuatu kaum dgn perkara tak diingini, dgn sbb kejahilah kamu sehingga menyebabkan kamu menyesali perkara yg kamu lakukan"
Surah al-Hujurat : ayat 6

n mostly, pihak yg terbabit wat fitnah ni tak ade kepentingan sgt pn..tp sbb da jd darah daging, ramai yg join seperti mendapat kepuasan dgn berbuat demikian..mmmm...

fitnah usually for d reason nk memburukkan individu and at d same tym dpt tonjol diri sbg lebey baek n lebey layak berbanding org yg diburukkan..kadang2 fitnah dilemparkan semata2 utk menutup kesalahan pelontar fitnah itu sndiri..wallahualam..

Dosa membuat fitnah digolongkan sbg dosa sesama manusia. so dosa itu tidak akan diampunkan Allah, melainkan org yg difitnah itu mmberi keampunan. *sedangkan nabi maafkan umat, apatah kite yg sehina2 manusia ini*

maybe ramai sgka sebar2 brite fitnah ni jz satu small silly bad attitude..sbb tu tersebar je cm tade ape yg merugikan..

Rasulullah saw bersabda
"tidak masuk syurga org yg suka menyebar fitnah"
Hadis riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim

Dalam Islam, sumthg yg BENAR tetap takleh disebarkan jika org berkaitan cerita tu tak nk ia disebarkan, dan jejaskan kehormatannya..dan dgn bercerita juga ia dianggap perbuatan mengadu domba dan fitnah..menyebarkan berita benar pn dilarang, inikan berita yg belum tentu benar dan sahih...

Allah berfirman
"Dan janganlah kamu mengintip atau mencari-cari kesalahan dan keaiban orang lain"
Surah al-Hujurat : ayat 12

dan ubat terbaik utk pnyakit nie is to bertaubat...dan jgn lupa berzikir...dgn menyebut dan memuji2 Allah swt, betapa dalam nya kepuasan dan keindahan yg dpt dirasakan...

"Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku berlindung kpda Mu dari seksa kubur. Aku berlindung kepada Mu daripada fitnah al-Masih Dajjal. Aku berlindung kepadamu daripada fitnah kehidupan dan ssesudah mati. Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku berlindung kepada Mu drpda dosa dan hutang. "
Hadis riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim

amin amin ya rabbal alamin.


tujuan menulis ini, honestly tak menuju kat sape2..ini utk betulkan diri sndiri jgak..so same2 la kite menaikkan kaum sesama kite..jgn la ade prasaan nk menjatuhkan, ape yg sudah, sudah lah..tak perlu nk tambah api dlm sekam...da bermacam2 fitnah yg kite da lalui..sume dtg dr mulut org2 yg honestly jarang kite sembang..yg kite tak bape kenal pn...heran...nape org TAK KENAL yg cerita kt kite...klo at least sumone yg mmg rapat gtaw or mmg kwn2 yg kite sembg slalu bg tau or mber serumah gtaw, leh consider lg...sbb diorg org yg leh kata hari2 jmpa, klo cite sesama diorg, no hal...

pss: mcm korg tak kutok kwn je ble tak puas hati..haha...tp kt mber2 yg knal la kan..ni tak knal yg sedey nie..woo..

ade brite dtg kata kite nie gila, suke tgk laptop ktawa sorg2..hehe..skang pn ngah ktawa taip pk kan hal nie..adoiyai...ade brita psal kelokekan kite isi myak kete perdana 10rggt je...blom cuba blom rasa bai...n now salah sorg yg sebar tu da terasa ke'kosong'an poket bwk kete yg makan mnyak..mmm...i understand u....laen la duet turun dr langit kn...alhamdulillah, abah da beli kete yg ckup comey utk dibwa mane, myvi suda ckup...:p

then tatau nape, dgr cite pasal byaran2....tp tu wat dek je..sbb hal duet2 nie, hal biase sgt....tah, ape yg org nmpk ngan kelebihan duet pn tatau la...mmg leh beli mcm2..even leh bli bini lawa..leh bli laki ganteng..leh bli kawn2........tp hepi ke?? ade ke prasaan syg yg tulus mulus tu??? :p then ade gak psal ckp why guys like me, sdangkn tak cantek pn...mmm, jwpn cm snang je, sbb i m pompuan and straight...klo pomp suke, im lesbo la, tp tak...simple kan...then psal tak g majlis..heboh kata kite ni anti-sosial..hihi...tengangah mulut dgr cite tu..ade org amik berat psal kite rupenye..tau kite tak g..adoiyai...rsa da anti-sosial tade sape prasan klo tade..tp tau lak ble tade kt sana....mmm...
tp, itu hak masing2 la nk ckp, mber2 rapat kite tau kite cene...n mostly mber rapat kite ni tade dpan mata..sume kt tmpat jauh2...nape eh tak cari dkat2???

actually cari gak..tp mgkn terlalu choosy kot..ye lah, nk cari sahabat..sahabat di waktu susah dan senang..kwn snang cari..itu mmg realiti...tp sahabat ni, 1 dlm seribu...alhamdulillah at least ak ade gak jmpa golongan2 pupus nie...kwn?? ramai..tp pemerhatian kite spjg hdup nie, mostly kawan makan kawan..berkawan utk kepuasan diri..berkawan utk duet...berkwn utk kedudukan..berkawan utk kelebihan sndiri...bkwan utk nmpk hebat....tp ble blkg, tikam sesama sndiri....ble berdepan, pijak smut pn tak mati...

even sy pnah ade kawan, mmg baek..tp dlm tak sdar, duri dlm daging..slalu bca msg org..sgala hal org die tau..even die pnah gtaw die tgk video mber guy die kissing with his gf...then i asked her, guy tu bg tgk ke..die kata die nk pnjam bluetooth lagu, then die korek....adoi...for me, itu hak laki tu...knape die smpan kt tmpat dlm2, sbb tanak org tgk..n ble da tgk, tak perlu pn gtaw...n now, i know laki tu n gf die cene..tanpa laki tu tau...gf die pn, surely malu klo tau i noe bout them..n honestly, kite sgt convinced, yakin laki tu sambg llb ngan kite...kite pnah nk g mntak maaf ngan laki tu sbb tau hal nie tnpa kebenaran die...tp tak sggup, sbb nnt kwn kite tu akn jd mgsa...so kite diam...d same gurl ni pn pnah korek hp another guy n bca all d msges, n of course ak jd tmpat die gtaw hal2 tu...mmm....pk2 kan lah... *sbb tu kite sgt allergic klo org pgg2 hp nie...sbb da pnah tgk dpan mate hal ceni*

n plg tekedu dgr brite pg nie..ade ke sdare kt penang ni bercerita anak eqbal nie da kawen..shit!!!!!!!!!!!!! kawen?? di umo 22 nie??? tak terlalu muda kew??? keje pn tade...blaja pn tersenggut2..tisu hngus pn kene tggu duet abah bg..elo2, tade keje da sgt ke org kt penang nie..nk kata pndai, tgk cm bodoh...nk kta bodoh, sian lak...tade akal la plg snang!!!! kenduri pn tadde kotttt!! n phm2 la, org tua2 nie...mulut klo tak over2, tak lpas..tambah2 penang...mami jarum nauzubillah...cite asal nye 'A', tp ble spread2 suke suki bapak mentua laki tukang kebun pacik biras anak bapak die, jd 'W' ble smpi kt tlinga tuan empunya...wargghh...mntak simpang la anak eqbal jd cm tu, amiiinn....tak ke pelik...nape sdare ittuew berckp begitu...nk kata anak eqbal ni ggu die tade pn...sntiasa kt s.a...jrg balik penang...tp lama pk, dpt ilham nape diorg wat cmtu...sudah2 la....jgn la menabur fitnah utk menjatuh kn org, tak cukup lg ke ngan ape korg da wat slame nie???!!!!!!! ingat la, smentara masih smpat, tggal kn bnda2 hitam tu...n seyesly, tak pnah terniat pn nk kco jodoh ank korg...btol!! i hv my own life, yg jau very different from u guys....
whut i wanna say is that, im really sad...tp lom tahap nk marah tahap gile2 la..sbb nk marah pn, tatau cene nk tnjuk, terlalu hormat korang, da tua kot..rsa kesian lg ade la...sbb umo meningkat, tp lom jmpa kebenaran..smoga kesemua anak adam menemui jalan sebenar dgn izin Mu ya Allah, amiiinn...**altho berita tu memalukan, tp kite pk positif je...:D**

im heppi heppi heppi :D *budget tade pape jd*


***pss... i noe i fail gle ble nk meluah kn rasa marah n tak puas hati.....mgkn yg bca rsa tade prasaan mmbara ke ape...tp honestly, sgt sakeettt....sbb org bercerita psal kite....n kite tau dr org yg kite tak knal....tah ape la org2 laen da dgr n pk....mmmm....***

nasihat kpd diri sndiri : ini semua hanya sebahagian dari dugaan Allah..
ingat lah kita, Allah takkan menduga seseorg hambaNya kalo hambaNya itu tak tertahan..
Dia tahu tahap kita..n bile Dia duga, smakin dkat la kita dgn Nya..
supaya kita tak jauh dr Nya, sbb yg sbenanrnya, Allah Maha Pengasih lg Maha Mengasihani..

sss hhh iiiii

BIG
FINGER UP!!!
SHIT!
-_-'

is all about do-it ???

with money

people can buy

house but not home

clock but not time

bed but not sleep

book but not knowledge

kawan but not sahabat

enemy but not family

sex but not love

kin-tuttt

chentan2 nie penah diumpamakan....

seperti kentut

ditahan, terseksa

dilepas, pehhh.....lega ~~

sell-same-maaa

salam :D

owkay...lately ni kan asyk bisg je pasal virus A(H1N1) tu kn....tau tak virus ape tu?? virus binatang kroh2 tuu....klo bahasa baek, selsema khinzzzzz...klo bahasa sdap sket, selsema bhhhaaaaabiii.... huhu...klo macik2 diorg pggl selsema baby...ade ke binatang buruk cmtu pggl baby...hina plak rsa sape2 yg dipanggil baby....ngee, jgn maraahhhh.....

calon terpilih utk sesi fotografi

influenza A ni katanya common flu kt human. H1N1 ni pnah je serang taun 1918 dlu (Spanish flu)..1977 lak Russian flu...even 2006 pn pnah ade, itu plg ingat la, selsema burung....keco la taleh makan ayam, da la kegemaran ku ayam...sape leh tak ingat saat dipisahkn sementara ngan ayam2 ittuew :(

H1N1 ni ade je kat vavi (swine influeanza) ngan birdy (avian influenza)..and yg lates mac, april n may 2009, mmg sah H1N1 spread again.......new strain of H1N1...

virus H1N1 itu

klo ikut brite 29 April, da 16 negara ade virus ni..sume ni stat kt Mexico..then spread kt US, New Zealand, Canada, UK, Sepanyol...Israel pn ade..kt asia lak....thailand ade 1, s'pore ade 2, kt korea slatan 12 maut, china pn da ade..ni ha, M'sia, 1st case msa student balik from US, skunk nie ade 2 3 case lg dlm pemerhatian...mintak2 simpang la kan sume nie drp melarat....

klik di pic atas, leh la tgk worldspread die

die ade simptom2 die :
1. fever
2. aches
3. chills
4. cough
5. runny nose
6. fatigue
7. vomiting
8. diarrhea

ni ha, utk kite renung2, tenung2, pk2 kan..
"Sesungguhnya Allah hanya mengharamkan kamu memakan bangkai dan darah dan daging babi dan binatang yg disembelih tidak kerana Allah, maka sesiapa terpaksa (memakannya kerana darurat) sedang die tidak mengingininya dan tidak melampaui batas (pada kadar yg dimakan itu, maka tidak lah dia berdosa), sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pengampun lg Maha Mengasihani
Surah Al-Nahl : Ayat 115

akak pose best la kak

dah dah dah!!!

haaa...ape hal seyes2 sgt kan...sbenanya, ade agenda laen gak..hhahah...nk tnjuk mask2 yg diorg pkai kt mexico...takan nk murung seyes2 je kan....jom!!!!!!!!!!!

uyo...padayappa!!!

terminator salvation pilihan hatimu

syum kepit pacik nie...

schweeeet kapel ;p

iklan colgate~~

abg ala2 cute la kunun..

yeah..my fav....thomey nye die....kuci2...

my 2nd fav...teeheee...cute la kau..

haa..ini?? freaky jgak..aaaarrrr...

ni sume, kt mexico nie....best kan tgk...dlm gawat2 psal selsema tu, at least diorg ade gak cra nk menghiburkan hati...ye la...klo pk sgt sesuatu prob tu, bkn dpt pe pn...rambot botak, muke kedut adelah...hihi....btol kan??!!

salam :D

umah ku umah mu

salam :)

ngee...hari2 nk ltak articles kan..mentang2 la ngah cuti...mentang2 la tatau pe nak wat...cube klo ngah klas...tah2 smggu dua tak on...tah2 sbulan lebey....rsaw gak nie..agaga....

td ngah online2...pastu peh, ter pk, nape tak wat sumtg wierd...so mulai skunk, klo sempat, i'll search for wierd stuff la ek...cambest la plak...huahua..so utk 1st attempt, bnda pelik g ter chosen ialah bgunan n sum tu home schweet home lg...nk ke korg tggal kt tmpat2 ceni...jom usha...

altho cam wierd, tp leh consider lagi la...ala2 modern gittuew...

ni pn pelik...cm ngah construction...keje tak siap...

ala2 umah majin buu kan....ala, dragon ball...kah3...cute je...

ni ha...ape ke kurus nye umah...agak2 klo yg bontot ngan boobs yg mantap, tak lepas pn....

ngeee...ni cute2 gittuew...cm red riding hood nye aje kan....

peh, pink coror...ape la rsa dok dlm die kan...

cute kan...potty house :D

ni lak cube2...tak chantek laaaa...cene nk tggal...

alalala......techik nye die.....

tatau ape konsep die...tp klo tgk btol2...cm toilet bowl pn ade gak....mmmm...

ni ape tah....patriotik kot..ngee..

ni kat china....amazing glee.....

umah kasut....woooohoo...

we're being attacked!!!!!!!!!! cambest je diorg nie wat cmni...skali hdop mende alah tu...naya..

ni ha...klo tgk, cm effek komp je....tp ble tgk btol2 balik, pokok die maintain jer...kann...

ala2 UFO kan....huhu...ngan light effect die....

haaa....ini rumah kegemaran ku...haha.....tggu msa je nk gedebush!!!!

ade byk sebenanye bgunan pelik nie...tp ltak yg smpat di cari n yg berkenan di hati...ngee...nk dok ngadap cr sume bgunan, tak larat den....t ade msa, ambo add la lagi...ngeee...

HAAAA..!!! korg sure lupe...khusyuk ngadap org laen nye kepelikan...Malaysia pn ade je bgunan pelik die...ingat tak??? sure tak ingat kan...M'sia boley sbenanye..ni ha..

haa....btol kan...ni la blakang cerek kerajaan 'langit' ittuew..

haaa..ini plak payung..manusia2 tu, perlu la ktanya bdoa bwh payung nie...wow...rupe cm F1 adelah...

ye...inilah die...diperkenalkan, pengasas bgunan2 tu...tanak sebut nama, pndai2 la korg cam..tak cam tape, pndai2 la pk...klo taleh pk gak, suke hati korg la...heh....

pss: moral value nye...kuatkn iman, jgn mudah terpengaruh...jgn dgr sbelah pihak je...kalo rase keliru ke ape, cpat2 jmpa org yg berilmu, tnya ape yg keliru....without iman, snang2 terpesong la kite..

salam ;p

husband vs. bf

after such a long tym of discussions, talking and conciliating, it seems like they had found whut was the real problem, the root of every mess that had been tailing them all this while...

it was d confusion, between having a bf-type of bf OR husband-type of bf...well, pening kan dgr...whut d hell m i talking about, cakap leley je...huhu..owkay, mari kite menelaah bersama2..


1st : husband-type of bf
he is d best nominee as a husband..d perfect one la kire..die seorg yg bertanggungjawab in everythg die buat..slalu bertolak ansur n lemah lembut je ckp die..tak menyakit kn hati, n kadg2 kite ladies nie yg saket kn die..hormat org tua, klo parents kite saket, die leh la tolg, sbb byk je kes wat bodo, mlawat pn tanak..setia n jujur...tak tinggal smyg (main criteria, supaya dpt la menolong kite yg tak seberapa nie ke arah yg lebey lurus) huhu, plg pentg pandai melawak n tak lokek..so, as a husband, rugi la klo tak dpt...tp tak ramai laki cmtu skunk...
yuna pn ade lagu, ayat2 die ceni "sempurnanya sifatmu..tulus nya hatimu jujurnya niatmu, tingginya kesabaranmu...."



2nd : bf-type of bf
ini ialah utk foya2..die ini kurg sket rasa tanggungjawab die, jnis ignorance sket, huhu...lebey kpada pk diri sndiri je..he never serious bt the relationship...kedekut n kdg2 suke kikis duet pomp...panas baran, menakutkan gittuew...mlawak tu mlawak, tp tak kesah ape die ckp, pkai lepas je...huhu...yg paling pentg, appearance die, sgt sexay and adorable, tgk pn da leley....any gurl tgk, sure pandang again, kunun nye ade la hensemnye, ade la manisnye, ade la macho nye...tp itu la, sbg bf, best la...tp nk jd kan husband, takut...silap2 ladies kene keje jaga family, tak pn ladies jd mgsa kekejaman rumah tgga.....kta org, cinta nafsu...


skunk nie, ape plak problem btween dis two kan??! klo da dpt yg perfect, spatutnye da bersyukur sgt2...bkn snang nk dpt...1 dlm 100 000..haha, over lak...so, simpan je la elok2...tak yah pk2 bnda yg menyusah kn....

tp....ade plak berfikiran sebaliknye...biase la, manusia...ber akal...tuhan bg akal utk berfikir...klo tak tade la penyokong dan pembakang...ngeee...

cth nye la kan, kes favourite most of d kapel in M'sia, ble kapel, tggal kawan...sbb kta nye bf tak bg kawan la...bf tak benarkan pegi mane2 ngan mber la...kwn2 yg da lama berkawan ngan die, sure la bgang tahap dewa, ye la, diorg knal die dlu tp ble laki tu dpt, tak smpi sbulan dua, da control n d gurl bkan maen hadap lg ikut je kata2 bf kesayangan die...btol jgak, she shud not b like dat...di mane die ltak knangan2 die ngan mber, d bond yg diorg da bind slame nie, putus cm tu je for a guy yg tak tentu die akan kawen...

on the other hand, utk gurl tu, mgkn die tak pnah rsa syg mcm tu ke..she gives all her heart into that relationship, n faith upon the bf..bole jd gak kan, gurls are a bit vulnerable..so ayat sket, die shuke la...ngeh2...da shuke, ape lg, follow je ckp...kta org kentut ngah wangi...so utk gurl2 yg lurus cmni pn, kite taleh nk slah kn die...jiwa die laen dr jiwa kita...

so, it's a subjektif thg...

berbalik kpd issue td..nape ade kekusutan nk pilih bf type mane sdang kn da nmpk pros n cons nye...well, again, different pple ade different attitude n way of thinkg...d way u think might not b d same as me or even johny depp..tba2 la plak selit nma die kan..haha...

well..stengah org prefer adventure..prefer to hv satisfaction dlm life..tak mau folow je..tak mau stay secured, dlm kepompong lutsinar yg die wat sndiri...comfort zone la senang cite...sumtimes, pple tend to say, pnat cari pnat cari, ble la nk jmpa...kan..?!

u will always try to find d perfect one n dat is why u keep on searching n searching.....try n error......and actually, if u look back, dat's whut dat makes ur search worthwhile, sbb slagi tak jmpa u keep on mencari...u r excited to find d perfect fit...u'll meet so many mr wrong in that process...n u'll gain so many experiences...

experience to be betrayed, to betray, to feel alone even u hv sumone, to be king controlled, to be lied n lied repeatedly, to be a faithful partner, to be d cashier, to be d baby, to be beaten n so many more...n why must u go thru all these???? it's whut experience is for, to be ur guidance..experience is d best teacher, best among d best..bak kata org tua, da terantuk bru tengadah...cth yg td, da break, bru tau kwn2 tu pn pntg, bkn bf je, so die akan blaja dat next tym die kene lebey flexible....itu cth la...

n once u have found 'd one' , it is actually at d end of ur search i.e. kawen...tp nk kawen, kene pk logik la, tade pape pn dlm poket..duet tade, keje tade...so, pjg lg prjalanan, tp u da jmpa d perfect one..there is no more excitement 2 search, to try n error, to find HIM cause he is oredy right in front of ur eyes...isnt it better if u stat to find d perfect one ble u da btol2 nk setel down?? itu skadar ptanyaan, sbb kite ni manusia...byk persoalan, n byk jgak jwpn...so, kte leh je bncg2 bnda nie...sbb mmg ramai la mber asyk tnya, ble diorg nk kapel, tak jmpa2 la blablablabla.....

so, da terjwb la kan, nape tak amik je husband-type bf...sbb manusia nie macam2 dlm pale die...die tau ape die nk dpan mate, tp die tanak amik lg, sbb die tau klo die amik, dats it....end of d search....tu utk yg adventerous la...

utk yg suke tggal dlm comfort zone, they prefer da jmpa tu, grap trus.....jgn lepas....takut t melepas, rugi...btol kan?? huhu...phm2....

warne warni kan hidup nie...bnda yg simple pn leh jd so complex n complicated....tp tgk kt bright side, itu yg wat hdup ni pnoh ngan varieties :)

ni ade kata2 yg sgt menyentuh hati...when i first laid my eyes kat ayat nie, i sgt2 tah, cm terharu, cm saket, cm bsalah, cm syg..mcm2 la..huhu..

"if u luv n mis dat person, than luv can come again when u meet again. just like playing hide n seek. no matter where it hides or even if u cant see it, it must be waiting at some place 4 u amid the countless chaos, jz like d sincere prayers of luv, d ppl in luv wil surely meet again"

jz have faith...nape adam dan hawa, ble terpisah masa diturunkan ke bumi pd hari Jumaat tu, dpt jmpa again??? tp org Islam jgn smpi sggup mati bersama2....murtad otomatik..ngee..org yg berpisah, sama ade scara pksaan atau rela hati, amik teladan dr diorg nie....redha, tawakkal, doa, usaha.....klo ade jodoh, pisah la jauh mane, planet pluto pn, takan ke mane...jmpa gak...tah2 jmpa tym nk buang air ke...sape tau...kn....possibilities are oways there :DD

jom pk....

salam XDD